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| u know what sucks...to spend all day working on something imparticular, go out of your way for someone, and then get shit on. especially after having many long conversations about priorities, just to realize that you're on the bottom of the list | | |
| wow...just when you think you know someone...isn't it funny how things always go bad when you think they're perfect  | | |
| well, greeting to all from nassau bahamas :) yes, i'm online while i'm at the bahamas. some may say, wasn't there something more entertaining to do? the answer is a ....well, kinda. it's a whooping 110 degrees outside, and i'm sorry, but that's one condition in which i will NOT sit by the pool. also, the straw market, in which i made some EXCELLENT purchases this morning reminds me of a cross between a jail and an asylum. not to mention that, besides from the people we eat dinner with, whom are from abingdon, va, i can not understand the language of a single person i've met. mom accidentally agreed to buy something today for 300 dollars, she thought he said 10. as you can see, those dont even sound alike, and this is the problem. also, there's lots of cool clubs on the boat, adult comedy, lots of stuff like that. but it's not really fun to go by yourself. i mean, we happened to walk by the bar where they had the "singles" meeting, and there were, count em up, 5 whole singles, all over the age of 40. i guess most people on this boat didnt' want to worry about their older children, so they brought friends. oh not my family, they think it's entertaining to sit in one place and listen to the same mediocre band and watch old people dance. i know i know, i sound like a brat. i'm on a cruise, in the bahamas, how bad can it be? the answer is not too bad. i mean it is fun. it's just not the exciting kind of thing. there is a lot of food, which isnt the greatest news to me. but it is gorgeous. the internet cafe is right beside the windows, so i'm litterally looking out at an expanse of ocean and nassau, which is gorgeous. david and i went to the Atlantis hotel today, and that was something to see. it was amazing. i just feel kinda alone i think. mom and dad want to do their own thing, and i'll hang with david, but we just kinda do our own thing. i cant find arden,w hich obviously worries me, and i have to pay for internet, so i can't just sit here all day and wait for someone to come online, not that i would want to do that anyway. but in conclusion, yes it's gorgeous, yes i had a literal panic attack the first day ( whole other story), yes it's absolutely sweltering here, but it is gorgeous, and it's not first community bank, and how many people get the opportunity to do this? not many. so while i may be wallowing in self pity at the time, which is largely due to the fact that arden hasnt emailed me back and i'm afraid he's dead, i am having a good time. side note, i got a louis vitton messenger bag/laptop bag for 50 bucks. and a LV checkbook cover for 10. that was pretty sweet. in the straw market they have LV, Kate Spade, Coach, Guchi (sp??), Prada...it's sweet. But it's so flaming hot in there with no air and BO galore, i only had a few minutes. and i thought to myself, when else in my life will i have the dough to buy a louis vitton book bag. the answer was never. so i am very estatic about that. ok, enough rambling and waiting for arden to come online, i'm out. it's almost dinner time...which is a good thing because i'm starving.....NOT (for reference, there is 24 hour free food, and for dinner, you can order whatever you want, how ever many times you want) Chaffins out... | | |
| stolen. Current mood: bored
INSTRUCTIONS 1. Copy this whole list into your blog. 2. Star the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don't star is false. 01. I miss somebody right now * 02. I don't watch much TV these days* 03. I love olives 04. I like to sleep a lot * 05. I own lots of books* 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses * 07. I love to play video games 08. I've tried marijuana * 09. I've watched porn movies * 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy * 13. I have acne free skin 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. * 17. I have a hobby * 18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me 20. I'm really, really smart 21. I've never broken someone's bones 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal * 23. I hate the rain 24. I'm paranoid at times. * 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe and free of cost. * 26. I need money right now! * 27. I love Sushi 28. I talk really, really fast * 29. I have fresh breath in the morning 30. I have semi-long hair * 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister * 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis. * 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past * 37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look a lot of the time 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I know how to do cornrows 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have a lot of mood swings * 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot * 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past * 46. I have a hidden talent * 47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have 48. I think that I'm relatively popular 49. I am currently single 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex 51. I enjoy talking on the phone * 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants 53. I love to shop * 54. I would rather shop than eat * 55. I would classify myself as ghetto 56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders 57. I'm obsessed with my MySpace 58. I don't hate anyone 59. I'm a pretty good dancer * 60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 62. I have a cell phone * 63. I believe in God * 64. I watch MTV on a daily basis 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months 66. I love drama (on tv) * 67. I have never been in a real relationship before 68. I've rejected someone before * 69. I have never been to a big concert * 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life* 71. I want to have children in the future * 72. I have changed a diaper before * 73. I've called the cops on a friend before 74. I bite my nails * 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 76. I'm not allergic to anything 77. I have a lot to learn * 78. I have dated someone at least 7 years older or younger 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie (how damn old is this?) 80. I am very shy around the opposite sex 81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved * 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before * 84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past * 85. I own the "South Park" movie 86. I have avoided assignments at work(or school) to be on Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or friend 88. I enjoy some country music 89. I would die for my best friends * 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can * 92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist * 93 I have used my sexuality to advance my career 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all * 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story" 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend's ex * 99. I'm happy as of this moment * 100. I need to get laid 101. Communism is your friend 102. I think school is evil.* 103. I talk about my friends behind their backs sometimes. * 104. I think Orlando Bloom is really,really hot! 105. I think Anya is crazy 106. I have danced naked in front of the mirror * 107. I have every single Harry Potter book that is out so far,and want to get the others when they come out. * 108. I love to write poetry. 109. If a friend annoys me/pisses me off, I tell them. * | | |
| x the things you've done.
(x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (x) smoked anything else ( ) kissed a member of the same sex ( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) been in love (x) been dumped (x) shoplifted ( ) been fired (x) pole danced
( ) snuck out of parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger ( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker (x) seen someone die
(x) had/have a crush on one of your myspace friends ( ) been to Canada (x) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane (x) thrown up in a bar
( ) eaten Sushi ( ) been snowboarding ( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace ( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) used a fake ID (x) watched the sun set ( ) felt an earthquake (x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled ( ) been robbed ( ) robbed someone (x) been misunderstood (x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest ( ) been suspended from school ( ) had detention (x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (x) had deja vu (x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look (x) witnessed a crime (x) been in a fist fight (x) questioned your heart ( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) sung karaoke (x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (x) made prank phone calls (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue ( ) kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus (x) been kissed under mistletoe (x) watched the sun set with someone you care about (x) blown bubbles (x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party (x) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people (x) gone rollerskating/blading (x) had a wish come true ( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls ( ) jumped off a bridge ( ) screamed "penis" in class (x) ate dog food (x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower (x) have a little black dress ( ) fucked in a park ( ) fucked in the bathoom (x) had a dream that you married someone ( ) glued your hand to something
(x) got your toungue stuck to a pole (x) kissed a fish (x) worn the opposite sexes clothes (x) been a cheerleader (x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church (x) screamed at the top of your lungs ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel (x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (x) stayed up all night
(x) didnt take a shower for a week ( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree ( ) climbed a tree ( ) had a tree house (x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts (x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes (x) worn a really ugly outfit to school (x) gone streaking ( ) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken fight (x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger ( ) broken a bone (x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it ( ) made porn (x) caught a butterfly (x) laughed so hard you cried (x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) French braided someones hair (x) gone skinny dippin in a pool ( ) been kicked out of your house (x) forgotten someone's name
(x) mooned/flashed someone (x) had someone moon/flash you (x) cheated on a test (x) forgotten someone's name (x) slept naked | | |
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